Your heart shimmers under perfect suns,
it's godly gold, I'm godly under you.
Through steps over scattered minds,
navigate my sun, navigate my son.
Skip rope with heartstrings, under big shadowy chocolate factories.
Intoxicate my sun, intoxicate my son.
Big checkerboard time-tables, heartless hometowns.
Michigan.
Lake Michigan.
Open fields forever, stained green with education ending at seven, dreams wrecked with reckless abandon. Endless tomorrows filled with quiet recognition and empty hallways.
No-ones coming to class, but the bells keep on ringing.
Graduation happens as a whole, class not kindred, whole, not hole, whole. Class
Desecrate!
Yes, abandon all things good and holy, hold through the storm, cause tonight is our hour.
Yes yes, it is sin.
Sacred sin under the sun like God's magnifying glass.
Shed skins drape around your legs like the skin stuck to mine,
foot in the door,
Your insecurities run wild on these sheets, while I stay put,
mine in yours,
Why is it, that under God's heroin bred to feel guilt, bred to bleed tattoos and inherited scars back through the other side of the page, the other side of secular scripture, the other side of the same coin we flipped over our heads years a go, back to the land before handguns, before Santa Clause, the land
When the hammer falls I will be ten miles away.
I will be ten years before, I will be ten dead notes tied up in string.
Before the ceremony I will have forgotten the drops of blood that drip from the tips of my fingers.
After the bomb drops I will be someone new, I will forget.
Everything.
Her.
Tonight the clock will strike with swollen hands, I will love her like I have never loved anyone, I will be vapid, I will be livid, I will be thoughtless. I will be machine.
And they will think we are giants.
I will be dirty, I will be broken, I will scare her, and she will scream into the dirt.
And they will think we are titans.
I will drop
Under your dress, hairless Gods of forever
Spit up and down my neck, the dribble is soft
asking for anything else, it's a sin among sinners
for my questions, answers, for yours, nothing else
if I left my bags behind after my journey in
I would sleep on your heart, and make myself at last
for god's to commit under cardinal sin
we have to move, do it, fuck fast,
before they see us dripping from the clouds,
God's rain is blessing under fleshy constructs
excess of exchange, converging of brains, in basic
bare-back in bare-bones synapse
I collapse to the last o' thunder-claps,
o' moan! o' cries! o' deep breaths under fucks and g
There's something special around the corner, and if your good, for the rest of the year, I'll show it to you.
We hid it under text books, behind big mean authority figures, gripped tightly in the hands of your best friend's woman.
We hid it under the bed, and you can only see it when all the lights are off.
We hid it on military bases about to be bombed, cities about to be evacuated, on the backs of dragons, in the hearts of the heartless.
We hid it in big rubber balls, thick redwood trees, inside every chalk outline, outside every box you've ever put together, behind the house, in the attic, the basement, inside your sister's room, your
Meet me,
under the tree where we first met.
Bring your own neck-tie,
body paint
From under the leaves, of our first kiss,
I will paint myself up, to look like christ,
the word 'fag' engraved into your silver tongue,
underneath my heart, pressed to my iron lung,
god-like, martyrs, a case for the cause,
like the redwoods we ride, entwined under frost,
we will hang like ornaments, cast over pine,
on sacred wings, your hand pressed into mine,
on last breath, we will die in love,
god-like, sacred soldiers, on drugs
broken hole,
corporate inventions,
stop under foresight,
god, god hate them-
god hate them for what they have done